Denial of Presence

Here, one of my worst nights in a long time, I get the chance to spend time with someone that I've really started to care about..and now he's ignoring me..Jun isn't online anymore, so I don't have her to talk to..now I'm stuck..I'm speechless, and I'm crying. I can't cope with all this pain I constantly feel. There's seriously something wrong with me..I just want to fix whatever it is..I don't like feeling this way..