Thought Monsters.

I know the posts I put up were really kinda depressing, or even whiney per se, but, I need to get these thoughts and feelings out of my head before they eat me alive. I'd let them eat me alive..but I rather like living for now. I figure writing my thoughts and feelings about things within my life would be healthier, and possibly help me to sleep at night? I'm not sure. I just want to find me..I want to know who I am inside and out. I want to know what I'm here for..what is my main purpose? Maybe if I am able to think more clear, I will know....maybe.